particularly ones that make me wait and then talk on their cell phones during the entire exam …
is picking me up in an hour to take me to the hospital because she is amazing. I am still in bed because being productive feels like a lie right now. I don’t know when I will have time to eat anything today, but hopefully I will be so busy I can’t notice, and hopefully I find a way to eat a wonderful dinner (at 9pm but still wonderful)…
Tonight’s Gender of the Night is: Three cool skeletons bellydancing to dramatic music
SPENT is an online game about surviving poverty and homelessness. Players must make the difficult decisions necessary to live for one month on $1,000, often having to choose between equally disagreeable options. The game ends when players either run out of money before the end of the month or make it through with money left over.
show this to the republican party
I just played this and survived. As much as I experience some of these issues in my own life I am only responsible for myself at the moment. The thought of having to support a child on 1,000 or less a month is a very scary thought.
for all the glorious cardiology tests. No food. No caffeine. For at least twelve hours I believe before the tests. I don’t see myself doing great on some of these exams but it would be ideal if I am wrong.
about the people who have treated you terribly. Intentionally or otherwise. There is something disgusting about people in general. But when someone you thought you loved and respected looks at you coldly and smashes your view of them… You hold everything. You hold wars and murderers and rapists in your hands and they are looking at you coldly too. Remorse doesn’t matter so much. I am sorry doesn’t matter so much. Someone showing your their terrible is something you cannot alter. Everything they do starts to hurt and offend you. A life is too short and unpredictable to keep these people in the palms of your hands. Life is to short to replay their cold looks, words, being. People in general are disgusting, but people in general aren’t aware of all of it- pure biology. When someone treats you terribly it is another matter. It is another world. You want to leave them behind. You want them to stop existing. Not serve them back with the pain they gave to you, but wish that they were fiction. Someone you dreamed up. Someone who can never come back.
so I am trying not to overdo anything and not show that I am the most exhausted and sore human still.
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