ridiculously self conscious about my body lately. I have been working long hours, and eating semi-decent considering, but beyond the walks I take (on average 2.5-6 miles) most days a week because I am in the city and walk to and from offices, I am getting no exercise.
My jeans don’t fit, and it’s not that I don’t have alternatives (dresses and etc.) that make me feel good, I just feel puffy. I don’t know if it’s dehydration or my body fighting my current lifestyle but ugh. Ugh. Ugh. I hate that I am constantly feeling uncomfortable about my body lately.
I strongly dislike this one person I work with because she literally NEVER takes out the trash. Like FUCK YOU… pull your weight DAMMIT! I shouldn’t have to do it every time. ARG. Jerk.
the person even looked really famous and important… Damn… Gotta try to figure out who I just met when I get back to the office.
just grazed my butt while crossing the street. I always have to wonder if these things are on purpose. My dad would probably say she was trying to seduce me… Hmmm….
when my boss sends me to hand deliver an issue to someone important and I have to fake knowing who they are.
Made a dorky card for my cousin recovering in the hospital! May not be completely finished but I will get it to her tomorrow!
"Life is a moderately good play with a badly written third act."
- Truman Capote
I had an ex who used to call me cranberry because cranberry juice was my drink of choice.
So yesterday I ran errands for a photo shoot in Brooklyn and I am completely sore today but I talked to some really cool people and I feel like even if I didn’t get to write at my desk all day, I experienced some really great things. Some things my body is currently paying for, but still great. Yay!